tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-226643502011-04-21T15:29:00.280-07:00tinking too much didnt help ...</p> it leads to being paranoid</p> mixed up with dreams and realitydont give in ...http://www.blogger.com/profile/16991240290306930351noreply@blogger.comBlogger131100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22664350.post-1151756174782192912006-07-01T05:05:00.000-07:002006-07-01T05:17:47.486-07:00<span style="font-size:85%;">wat can i say? ... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">hmmm ...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">yea long time since i blogged i guess .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">dunno .. i been tinking.. alot. .. many things hav happened .. most of dem arent nice .. bt .. we stil hav to live with it rite? .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">perhaps dis entry may seem weird .. bt yea ... here goes.. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">to ppl dat believe in second chances. . do u make use of them? .. do u value them? .. do u ever think y it was given?i did ...i juz wish to live life to de fullest..</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">enuff with de sorrows. . enuff with de tears of anguish or sadness. .dis world has enough tears shed .. enough blood spilled ..call me stupid bt yea .. i take de blame if dere is conflict. .i rather we solve de issue .. cold war for 1 week .. den all is well ..</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">wats de point of holding grudges? .. dis world is unfair enuff..i rather take things easy .. den worry .. den ponder .. den think bout it ..i been through enough to understand de meaing of oversensitivity. .of regret and pain ..i prefer de heck care attitude nowadays..</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">i prefer friends hu tell u de truth straight down .. at least dey don lie like ur gal friend or boy friend... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">wat do u value in life? friendship or love? </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">life's rough .. it nvr goes smoothly ..good things nvr last. ..treasure it den .. treasure de perfect moments. . it may juz slip away u noe =) i don have to tell u life isnt fair .. its obvious enough </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">..i try nt to live in a lie. . de sacrifice to too great ..enjoy life .. despite voices dat shout in ur ear ..screams turn to whispers. . if u noe hw to avoid ..</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">dis past few month .. i learned dat being too cautious may be a bad thing .. being too caring may also be bad. .</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">perhaps de fault in humans are we don try to understand .. we may tink we do .. bt when something bad happens. . we don noe hw to handle de issue ..</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">dats wat causes conflict ... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">yea .. oso .. through dis month .. i haven really thanked a real gd friend of mine ... i guess some ppl do understand u more den u understand urself ...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">i dunno if she is reading dis bt yea .. thanks .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">u helped me out of my self-regret cocoon i stuffed myself in ... u did de impossible .. hahaz .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">thanks .. and i apologise for scolding u dat day.. was my mistake ...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">bt hey ... it doesnt mean i want to thank her onli .. haha .. all my gd friends out dere. . thanks for being dere when i nid it .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">love is blind .. friendship isnt .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">wat do u place first? </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">til den .. ciao! </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22664350-115175617478219291?l=reality-livetotellthestory.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dont give in ...http://www.blogger.com/profile/16991240290306930351noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22664350.post-1143807674609755532006-03-31T04:18:00.000-08:002006-03-31T04:21:14.623-08:00<span style="font-size:85%;">wellz .. back .. i guess .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">nt really having a great life in sch .. or anywhere for dat matter</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">sad bahz .. to actually have to let go of something u truly care .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">den .. i losing best friends like .. dam fast manz ... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">onli nw i noe de irritating i cause .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">oh wellz . gone is gone .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">nthing to say bout de matter .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">all i noe .. is i gt 2 stories to tell nw .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">yea ... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">looking forward to de nxt day i guess. . </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">taking everything with a smile .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">=)</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22664350-114380767460975553?l=reality-livetotellthestory.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dont give in ...http://www.blogger.com/profile/16991240290306930351noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22664350.post-1141727572069840362006-03-07T02:30:00.000-08:002006-03-07T02:32:52.080-08:00<span style="font-size:85%;">...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">i gt nthing to say la .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">haiz .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">its ... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">nvm ... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">hoping for de best ... </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22664350-114172757206984036?l=reality-livetotellthestory.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dont give in ...http://www.blogger.com/profile/16991240290306930351noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22664350.post-1141299054054445222006-03-02T03:28:00.000-08:002006-03-02T03:30:54.066-08:00<span style="font-size:85%;">stupid .... blehz. .phy ... 26/30 . okie bahz? </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">yea .. hahaz .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">a math .. hear wat mr chua say. .. i noe i fail liaoz. . </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">so sad. . disappoint him .. oh well...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">i getting veri tired ... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">always seem to want to sleep .. cant focus ... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">i hate it when i m lost .. in a world i don want to be in .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">i juz want to find out wat i m suppose to be doing .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">wats my purpose????? </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">haiz. .. searching .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">or could it be de same thing fifi said ... perhaps ... oh well .</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">haiz .. </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22664350-114129905405444522?l=reality-livetotellthestory.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dont give in ...http://www.blogger.com/profile/16991240290306930351noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22664350.post-1141126312246236522006-02-28T03:23:00.000-08:002006-02-28T03:31:52.256-08:00<span style="font-size:85%;">sianz .. today was a veri veri rubbish day .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">E math onli get 31/40 .. rubbish ... shld get full marks ... stupid mistakes .. sianz .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">yea ... veri bad mood bahz ... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">den gt into arguement with ky ... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">ky .. if u ever come here .. den too bad. . i have to say it .. .</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">plz lorz. .. i always joke with u de lo .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">den last time ppl say u .. i side u lehz. . </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">den u go tell me dat my sadness is nt depression it is self pity?? </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">u gt nthing betta to say izzit?? </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">i got ask u pity me mehz?? i juz ask for advice rite?? </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">nt like u .. depressed or angry want de whole world to noe .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">aiya forget it la. . </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">nid do english .. mr png starting to chase ppl out of class</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">bb</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22664350-114112631224623652?l=reality-livetotellthestory.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dont give in ...http://www.blogger.com/profile/16991240290306930351noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22664350.post-1141043871057687242006-02-27T04:32:00.000-08:002006-02-27T04:37:51.070-08:00<span style="font-size:85%;">sianz ... today a math .. is die until cannot die .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">i see de qn .. my mind go blank liaoz. . </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">dunno wad the hell .. so many values. . </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">nvm .. wats done cannot be undone .. nvr practice enuff .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">ppl say i become veri bad .. rebellious ... haha </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">i can agree. . cos i myself noe ... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">it all started .... blehz. want noe .. ask me personally bahz .. hahaz .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">bt i don care bout dat. .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">muz change. .find de old guy .wahaha .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">oh wellz .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">mum sms me .. ask me .. hw was de paper. . i reply dam hard. .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">she ask me can get A ... i was laughing like crazy .. . cos i replied ... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">i hoping to pass ... wahahaha .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">den kana lecture... no fun .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">yea .. frustrating day .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">dunno punch hw many things today. . from tables to railings to walls ( favourite siaz) .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">yea .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22664350-114104387105768724?l=reality-livetotellthestory.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dont give in ...http://www.blogger.com/profile/16991240290306930351noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22664350.post-1140945606250845772006-02-26T01:09:00.000-08:002006-02-26T01:20:06.260-08:00<span style="font-size:85%;">i got no idea hw to fix blogger time .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">dots hu cares .. hahaz</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">ytd go lot 1 ..met sheena .. dunno if spell her name correctly la .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">my primary sch classmate. . i super pai seh siaz. . she rmber me i don rmber .. wth .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">hahaz ... went inside KFC ..supposedly go find tim de... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">den saw dis gal .. dunno y look so familiar bt no resemblence .. den dat gal wave at me ..LOL?</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">hahaz .. funni siaz. .. didnt talk much with her bahz .. cos ky dey al wanted to go off .. hahaz .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">yea .. went to lot1 ... kana suan by wei jie, keng yang and fitrina ... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">no fun de. . nxt time don go out with u all ler. . </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">blehz .. veri tired... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">stupid a math .. i don til veri agitated .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">trigonometry is nonsense okie .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">rubbish!! ... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">bt nvmz .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22664350-114094560625084577?l=reality-livetotellthestory.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dont give in ...http://www.blogger.com/profile/16991240290306930351noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22664350.post-1140778663100690402006-02-24T02:52:00.000-08:002006-02-24T02:57:43.110-08:00<span style="font-size:85%;">blogger time is lame .. u tink its possible for me to wake up at 2 to blog? </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">obviously nt .. anws ... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">english was crappy .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">i screw up de last point .. no fun .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">oh well .. hu carez . wats done cannot be undone .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">rubbish siaz .. IT ... i miss scouts ... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">lin ruey and Ama were being lame .. flooding de web site .. like wth?? </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">teach me hw to make links for website and things for website .. like i dunno?? </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">i using 1 rite nw rite?? lame .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">i m sry lorz .. i didnt tink dat would have been extra .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">gt too many things to say bout juz nw .. bt i tink don want .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">all i noe is dat i m truely sry dat i m an extra in ur life bahz .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">sry okie .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">=( </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22664350-114077866310069040?l=reality-livetotellthestory.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dont give in ...http://www.blogger.com/profile/16991240290306930351noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22664350.post-1140692650398417012006-02-23T02:45:00.000-08:002006-02-23T03:04:10.410-08:00<span style="font-size:85%;">haiz ... tml english ... den nxt monday A math ..</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">den no more test ... bt somehw i got Zero confidence in de papers ... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">so sad .. den tml english .. nt sure bout anything .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">wat the hell siaz. . </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">sheesh ... oh well .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">today. . e math paper .. more like a paper with all sorts of trick qns ... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">its nt exactly hard . bt de way de qns are phrased .. is weird .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">many of us don noe wad to do .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">yea .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">bt nvm .. muz do well in A math.. found out trigonometry is veri challenging .. thus veri nice to do wahaha ... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">yea .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">=) </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22664350-114069265039841701?l=reality-livetotellthestory.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dont give in ...http://www.blogger.com/profile/16991240290306930351noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22664350.post-1140610171991785852006-02-22T04:03:00.000-08:002006-02-22T04:09:32.006-08:00<span style="font-size:85%;">lolz .. wat can i say ? </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">i suppose today was cool .. de event was nt dat bad hahaz. . </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">don wry ya?? u were okie .. hahaz. .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">so .... scouts .. dunno y .. i in gd mood ..</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">played frisbee with scouts .. for 2 hrs ..dam cool.. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">hahaz .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">wellz today nothing much .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">haha.. wellz i tink i go study liaoz ..</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">=) ..</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22664350-114061017199178585?l=reality-livetotellthestory.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dont give in ...http://www.blogger.com/profile/16991240290306930351noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22664350.post-1140521035402236642006-02-21T03:20:00.000-08:002006-02-21T03:23:55.413-08:00<span style="font-size:85%;">lolz. . tml combine science paper. . </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">no idea hw would i score .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">hahaz .. juz find out suddenly dat dere are alot of things to memorise .. tml 4 am wake up chiong again wahaha .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">well today is de founder day event .. de event i been dreading .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">=) bt nvm .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">hahaz .. heyz... i was juz trying to help u .. i had no intention of being an irritant .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">if i was i m totally sry .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">i wont care so much anymore okie? yea .. i m sry .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">i noe i shld nt keep asking ... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">k .. nvm .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">haiz ... =( </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22664350-114052103540223664?l=reality-livetotellthestory.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dont give in ...http://www.blogger.com/profile/16991240290306930351noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22664350.post-1140437375544503122006-02-20T04:07:00.000-08:002006-02-20T04:09:35.553-08:00<span style="font-size:85%;">hmm .. wat can i say .. first day of the week ... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">quite a bad start ... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">to tink dere was a rehearsal and i didnt noe bout it ... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">well nvm .. we all make mistakes ... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">i made a few on miscommunication a few times .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">hahaz. . so nvmz .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">well . .generally .. i feel betta i suppose. . </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">bt yea. . stil got tat sick feeling deep deep down .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">hahaz ... slept in english class. . like 1st time?? hahz .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">social studies got 10/13 .. A1 ... bt nt really satisfied .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">hahaz .. yea .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">=) </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22664350-114043737554450312?l=reality-livetotellthestory.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dont give in ...http://www.blogger.com/profile/16991240290306930351noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22664350.post-1140329799570482492006-02-18T22:11:00.000-08:002006-02-18T22:19:19.456-08:00<span style="font-family:lucida grande;font-size:85%;">hmm ... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">today is a sunday... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">haiz ... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">de tot of losing ur sanity sux ... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">foolishness is all dat can be explained by dis behaviour.. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">its veri lame .. to actually cry cos of nitemares. .. or so to speak ..</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">bt... de tears were real .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">dream or nt .. it felt real .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">nw i have nthing to look forward too .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">perhaps juz my best friends .. ppl dat can tell when i m sad or anguish ... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">ppl like wei jie .. heather .. joel .. dey seem to noe wat to say .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">bt like i said .. nothing is ever de same .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">bt ... i believe dis friendship .. wil stay .. even till de day i die .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">or i lose hope .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">in myself .. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22664350-114032979957048249?l=reality-livetotellthestory.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dont give in ...http://www.blogger.com/profile/16991240290306930351noreply@blogger.com0