wat can i say? ...
hmmm ...
yea long time since i blogged i guess ..
dunno .. i been tinking.. alot. .. many things hav happened .. most of dem arent nice .. bt .. we stil hav to live with it rite? ..
perhaps dis entry may seem weird .. bt yea ... here goes..


to ppl dat believe in second chances. . do u make use of them? .. do u value them? .. do u ever think y it was given?i did ...i juz wish to live life to de fullest..

enuff with de sorrows. . enuff with de tears of anguish or sadness. .dis world has enough tears shed .. enough blood spilled ..call me stupid bt yea .. i take de blame if dere is conflict. .i rather we solve de issue .. cold war for 1 week .. den all is well ..

wats de point of holding grudges? .. dis world is unfair enuff..i rather take things easy .. den worry .. den ponder .. den think bout it ..i been through enough to understand de meaing of oversensitivity. .of regret and pain ..i prefer de heck care attitude nowadays..

i prefer friends hu tell u de truth straight down .. at least dey don lie like ur gal friend or boy friend...
wat do u value in life? friendship or love?

life's rough .. it nvr goes smoothly ..good things nvr last. ..treasure it den .. treasure de perfect moments. . it may juz slip away u noe =) i don have to tell u life isnt fair .. its obvious enough

..i try nt to live in a lie. . de sacrifice to too great ..enjoy life .. despite voices dat shout in ur ear ..screams turn to whispers. . if u noe hw to avoid ..

dis past few month .. i learned dat being too cautious may be a bad thing .. being too caring may also be bad. .
perhaps de fault in humans are we don try to understand .. we may tink we do .. bt when something bad happens. . we don noe hw to handle de issue ..

dats wat causes conflict ...


yea .. oso .. through dis month .. i haven really thanked a real gd friend of mine ... i guess some ppl do understand u more den u understand urself ...
i dunno if she is reading dis bt yea .. thanks ..
u helped me out of my self-regret cocoon i stuffed myself in ... u did de impossible .. hahaz ..

thanks .. and i apologise for scolding u dat day.. was my mistake ...

bt hey ... it doesnt mean i want to thank her onli .. haha .. all my gd friends out dere. . thanks for being dere when i nid it ..

love is blind .. friendship isnt ..
wat do u place first?

til den .. ciao!

wellz .. back .. i guess ..
nt really having a great life in sch .. or anywhere for dat matter
sad bahz .. to actually have to let go of something u truly care ..
den .. i losing best friends like .. dam fast manz ...
onli nw i noe de irritating i cause ..
oh wellz . gone is gone ..



nthing to say bout de matter ..
all i noe .. is i gt 2 stories to tell nw ..
yea ...
looking forward to de nxt day i guess. .
taking everything with a smile ..
=)

...
i gt nthing to say la ..
haiz ..
its ...
nvm ...
hoping for de best ...

stupid .... blehz. .phy ... 26/30 . okie bahz?
yea .. hahaz ..
a math .. hear wat mr chua say. .. i noe i fail liaoz. .
so sad. . disappoint him .. oh well...

i getting veri tired ...
always seem to want to sleep .. cant focus ...

i hate it when i m lost .. in a world i don want to be in ..
i juz want to find out wat i m suppose to be doing ..
wats my purpose?????
haiz. .. searching ..
or could it be de same thing fifi said ... perhaps ... oh well .
haiz ..

sianz .. today was a veri veri rubbish day ..
E math onli get 31/40 .. rubbish ... shld get full marks ... stupid mistakes .. sianz ..
yea ... veri bad mood bahz ...
den gt into arguement with ky ...
ky .. if u ever come here .. den too bad. . i have to say it .. .
plz lorz. .. i always joke with u de lo ..
den last time ppl say u .. i side u lehz. .
den u go tell me dat my sadness is nt depression it is self pity??
u gt nthing betta to say izzit??
i got ask u pity me mehz?? i juz ask for advice rite??
nt like u .. depressed or angry want de whole world to noe ..
aiya forget it la. .



nid do english .. mr png starting to chase ppl out of class
bb

sianz ... today a math .. is die until cannot die ..
i see de qn .. my mind go blank liaoz. .
dunno wad the hell .. so many values. .
nvm .. wats done cannot be undone .. nvr practice enuff ..
ppl say i become veri bad .. rebellious ... haha
i can agree. . cos i myself noe ...
it all started .... blehz. want noe .. ask me personally bahz .. hahaz ..


bt i don care bout dat. ..
muz change. .find de old guy .wahaha ..
oh wellz ..
mum sms me .. ask me .. hw was de paper. . i reply dam hard. ..
she ask me can get A ... i was laughing like crazy .. . cos i replied ...
i hoping to pass ... wahahaha ..
den kana lecture... no fun ..
yea .. frustrating day ..
dunno punch hw many things today. . from tables to railings to walls ( favourite siaz) ..
yea ..

i got no idea hw to fix blogger time ..
dots hu cares .. hahaz
ytd go lot 1 ..met sheena .. dunno if spell her name correctly la ..
my primary sch classmate. . i super pai seh siaz. . she rmber me i don rmber .. wth ..
hahaz ... went inside KFC ..supposedly go find tim de...
den saw dis gal .. dunno y look so familiar bt no resemblence .. den dat gal wave at me ..LOL?
hahaz .. funni siaz. .. didnt talk much with her bahz .. cos ky dey al wanted to go off .. hahaz ..
yea .. went to lot1 ... kana suan by wei jie, keng yang and fitrina ...
no fun de. . nxt time don go out with u all ler. .


blehz .. veri tired...
stupid a math .. i don til veri agitated ..
trigonometry is nonsense okie ..
rubbish!! ...
bt nvmz ..